RIVER TALES CONT.

Yesterday was frosty and white. Just a light dusting, yet the air stung when I ventured outside to refill the bird feeders and was suggestive of what it must feel like to suffer stage one of frostbite.  Well – to a Californian.  And I forgot to put on my gloves.

I can see why the flocks are moving south. They’re moving out in droves now.  It must, indeed, be time.  I can only hope that my lone, visiting Canada Goose, gathered her strength, rejoined her kin, and is now happily soaring towards the gulf of Mexico.

And what of my other lone resident?  Every day I’ve been checking on the Snow Goose and every day she is still there, the one white spot in a diminishing sea of brown. Until yesterday.  A fairy tale creature (in my mind) deserves a fairy tale ending and, since I’m the author of this story, I’m calling it good!

"Some day my Prince will come!"

 

He approaches.............

 

Will she notice?

TO BE CONTINUED…………………….

 

 

 

 

 

 

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MYSTERY TALE

As we drove home this afternoon, there were flocks upon flocks of geese, finally flying in Vee formation and headed south.  Winter has been delayed here in the plains of Minnesota, most of the snow passing just to the south.  This, we’re told by weathermen, is strangely unusual and some of them are even wondering if there will be a proper white Christmas in the forecast.

My daughter, Noelle, has spent a fair amount of time outfitting herself for this year’s holiday event, envisioning her first sojourn to a wintry wonderland as the picture perfect postcard  experience. And while we are aware that at some point before spring, all the cold “whiteness” may become stark and endless, we too would like to have our first Christmas in Minnesota to be a proper, traditional  and awesome snow event. Just like Bing dreamed for us as we grew up in sunny Southern California.

There was a sprinkling of lovely white flakes this afternoon and the bends in the Otter Tail are beginning to freeze in part, and that is most likely the reason for the delayed departure of our Canada Geese.  And, yes, it does appear that they are finally lifting off and heading to climes more tropical.

I haven’t checked today on the possible departure of my snow goose with the greater flocks, but I did come upon another mystery tale.  As we pulled into our drive this afternoon, I was shocked to see a lone Canada Goose huddled among the brown brush outside the kitchen window.

I watched and waited and finally went outside and threw a handful of bread scraps to see if she responded.  With the river just across the road and scavenger ground in between, the Canada Goose has never ventured onto our yard.  Mr. and Mrs. Mallard last spring for a time, but never a goose of any species.

I wanted to determine if the goose was injured, sick, or left behind.   Call it my overactive imagination, but she seemed sad.  She looked sad.  And when I threw the bread crumbs, she didn’t budge at first, didn’t even look in my direction.  After I went indoors, however, she stood and waddled out of the brush and walked around the house to the front lilac hedge, looking all the while towards the river, and just sat down.  Sad.

 

Occasionally a small, tardy flock would course overhead, honking all the while on their migratory path, and she would look up.  Very sad.  Or so I imagined.

Eventually she returned to her spot outside the kitchen bushes and settled down.  I kept watch until the dark and now I’m wondering. And a bit sad.

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MOVING RIGHT ALONG

The “living room” is finally a proper and comfy gathering spot, ready and waiting for company.  We officially initiated it this past week with Laura and John who stayed for dinner in the half-finished dining room (to be revealed at a later date).  My goal was to have two long sofas and assorted   chairs around a large round table.  Something which accommodated a stunning and tasteful venue for multiple and sumptuous snacks and drinks, a la Martha or Julia,  and provided  the right dynamics and setting for stimulating conversation.

The room was too small to bend to my wishes.  But they were most likely “pie-in-the-sky anyway, and I think that the room as it turned out, is perfect.  In fact, I love it.

The Tibetan and Afghani rugs bring color and depth.  The elephant table, sent from India by my father in the 40’s, looks grand.  The $3.00 garage sale chairs are a bonus. The Chinese screen always makes me happy.  And the new loveseat tops it off.  And if the seating looks like it accommodates only four, there is always the needlepoint stool and the Victorian chair for quick pull-ups.

Please come.  We’re ready.

$3- CHAIRS, ELEPHANT TABLE, MOMS AND DAD ON WALL

New loveseat, OLD chinese screen (hint of dining room!)

Opening to "The Quilt Room".

VELKOMMEN!

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SNOW GOOSE REDUX

Here at a bend in the Otter Tail River, there is a surprising phenomenon at play.  At least it is surprising to me, new to this clime and environment.  We expected the Canada Geese to have migrated by now, down to the south along the Mississippi flyway.  But they are still here and in greater numbers than in the spring and summer.  It’s as if multiple flocks from Canada stopped along the way for a respite on their migratory journey, and fell in love with our estuaries.  It’s difficult to describe the vastness of the scene.  The river along the bends are wall to wall geese.  The banks and the grass ways are inundated.  And at some point each day, usually in late afternoon, they take to the skies.  Not in the usual Vee formation, meant for serious travel, but swooping and honking in massive groups as if taking their daily constitutional.  There are thousands.  I need a wide angle lens and, better yet, Cinerama, to capture the magnitude and magnificence.

I’ve been told  that they will depart if and when all water is finally frozen. In the meantime, we’re captivated by the show.

The major surprise, however, is that one lonely and lovely Snow Goose is among the throng. I’ve been scoping her out every day as she waddles across the grass looking for critters along with the flocks.  Or floats and fishes in the shallows, a bright white highlight among the brown.  What I wouldn’t give to know her story.  Did she get lost and separated from her mate on the journey and now waits and grieves?    Like the Ugly Duckling, had she been an orphan raised by another species, continually suffering an identity crisis, not really knowing her own worth and beauty?  But stuck nevertheless,  betwixt and between?  Or has she appeared just to enchant me?

Point of white among the brown

In the field

It was the Snow Goose that I really had in mind when I designated us the Snowbirds-redux.  Just the fact that the species has a mystic tie to the Aurora Borealis  (which I long to experience, now that we are living in the great northern plains) is enough for me.  And I knew from my favorite myths and fairy tales (and don’t forget Mother Goose!) that the Anser hyperborean – “the goose from beyond the north wind” – was my personal totem.  She represents for instance, the Writer, with the apt symbol of the goosefeather (pre-keyboard) and the designation of helping to “move through creative blocks and stimulate the imagination”.

I wonder if Phillip Pullman had that in mind when he  wrote the brilliant trilogy “His Dark Materials” and created the lovely and powerful character of Serafina Pekkala, the Queen of the Lapland Witches, whose personal daemon/spirit (or soul), was the Snow Goose, Kaisa?  I do know that he saw the goose as a symbol of vigilance and protection.  And the expanded realm of that grand tale incorporates all the mystery of migration and  the eternal quest, on both inner and outer levels of consciousness.

And so, here on Mt. Faith – another mystical omen.

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THANKS

Life in the northern prairie is good.  We spent Thanksgiving with family in my grandparent’s house in Hickson, North Dakota.  It was traditional in most  respects (green bean casserole and marsh-mellowed yams notwithstanding) with the added Norwegian touch of  homemade lefsa and flatbread,  reverentially set midst aunt Lil’s best china and stemware, shadowed by waftings of game scores coming from the living room and kid’s playing along to a twister movie in the den, and celebrated with more food than I would have thought possible to imbibe at one sitting.  Life is good.

For once T.M. ceded his favored position as head turkey baker to aunt Lil, who is the commander and chief in her own kitchen, and I gave up my position as sous-chef to my cousin Debbie who, after all, IS the most “beautiful woman” when she isn’t being La Ditzy the clown.

Because of the vast bounty of dishes, we decided to start with a salad course, and that, itself, was a smorgasbord of choice.   My favorite, and  one worth mentioning was thanks to Kim and Kristin, who shared as follows.

Create a dressing (by taste) using orange juice, honey and red wine vinegar and toss with mixed greens.  Top with crumbled feta cheese, chopped pistachios, and pomegranate seeds.  Ring with clementine slices.  Beautiful and low fat and yummy!

We then proceeded with the beautiful, yummy, and not-so-low-fat feast!

NOLAN GETS A LEG!

ALEX FINISHES FIRST

And while resting up before the pie course, we did something hardly ever done in these northern parts at Thanksgiving – we sat outside on the porch!  (The ones not napping.)

TAKK FOR MATEN.  TAKK FOR FAMILIEN.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE EPITOME OF POSITIVITY

I’m so proud I feel like I won the award myself.  And I’m not surprised  the teeniest bit that my cousin, Debbie Fowler, was the winner out of 100 nominations for the Fargo Forum’s Most Beautiful Women Project.  She is everything and more that publisher, Bill Marcil and his wife, Chris, had in mind when they dreamed up the idea of expanding the definition of beauty as an inner quality which would inspire women in society and create a positive influence for the community, and the world for that matter.  Debbie is their first recipient and her picture and story takes up two pages of Monday’s paper.

Fargo Forum November 21, 2011

Her story would inspire anyone. The Forum  starts the piece – “Through tragedy and triumph, Debbie Fowler knows laughter is the best medicine!” And goes on to tell the tale of how her third son was diagnosed at 18 months with brain cancer, written off at first by the doctors, but Debbie and her husband, Rick, decided to go through with the aggressive procedures and Kenny defied the odds and at 28 now, has won multiple awards at the Special Olympics each year.  Just ask him – he’ll show you!

Kenny with medals

Last year her second son’s wife died suddenly, leaving a four year old and three year old twins and guess who has stepped up to help raise Joey’s children?

Alex, Nolan and Aspen at Sarah's memorial

Less than a year before that sad event, Debbie shocked us all by being diagnosed with an aneurysm in the brain, which was actually a good thing  because  brain surgery would  fix it before it was too late.  And she saw all that as “divine intervention” because she said “God needed me to be here to take care of these grandkids.”

She’s the kind of person who doesn’t think twice about driving for two hours in the middle of the night to pick you up at the train station and then be up at dawn making biscuits for dozens of relatives camped out at her farm for a family reunion. And she’s the sort you’d most like to be with on a hay ride turned into a blustery drenching you’ll never forget.

Debbie laughing behind me. "Holding grandchildren!"

At our Aunt Effie’s 90th birthday some years ago, she decided to put some fun into the celebration and come as a clown.  And that’s how La Ditzy was born. The whole experience resonated to the extent that she was soon off to Clown School in Branson Mo. and since then has been one of the founders of Clown Camp in San Bernardino Ca. and is on the board of the World Clown Association and even went to India last year for the International Clown Festival.  And Kenny has a new calling too, as a result – Kidder now clowns with La Ditzy.

Introducing LA DITZY

La Ditzy with niece, Kjelsey

KIDDER, AKA Kenny

Yesterday I sat out in the freezing garage in the car, in order to listen to her radio interview (Christopher Gabriel, on WDAY-AM named her one of “Gabriel’s Angels” on his program) and blubbered as I  heard her dubbed “THE EPITOME OF POSITIVITY”.  I couldn’t have said it better myself.

I’m so glad to be part of her gene pool.

Once again, I can't resist - The Reunion- (Debbie in bright green in the middle)

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ANTICIPATION

ANTICIPATION

“We can never know about the days to come
But we think about them anyway.
And I wonder if I’m really with you now
Or just chasin’ after some finer day.

Anticipation, anticipation
Is makin’ me late
Is keepin’ me waitin’.” – Carly Simon

Yesterday was supposed to be the first real snowfall – according to Paul in the Star Tribune and to Sven on the T.V. I waited. And waited. Finally some flakes about noon. Then nothing. A false alarm.

I’m reminded, once again, of waiting for the opening curtain in my high school play – so nervous, yet knowing once the lights came on and I opened my mouth and spoke the first lines, all would be well. It must be how the runner feels, poised at the starting line, waiting for the gun to go off. Or the patient being wheeled into surgery who just wants it once and for all (regardless of the prognosis) over! Done.

At this point I just need to prove myself capable of withstanding a Minnesota winter. Then I will have won my stripes and have done with it. And not just for the nay-sayers, but for myself. I admit I’m a bit edgy.

The fact that the opening snow curtain just keeps getting set back, in opposition to past estimates and ordinary time frames – only adds to the tension. I say “Let’s just get on with it and plunge ourselves into winter!”

By all accounts this seems to be an unusual year. I can remember a flight to Fargo from LAX in the early part of October years past, having to anxiously await the pilot’s AOK because of the blizzard conditions ahead. In fact, the counter persons at our departure gate passed out disclamer statements which suggested we might wish to reconsider. Covering their you-know-what in case the plane met misfortune, I presume. But reconsider? Reschedule? Pray? As it turned out, the old-timer Fargoan in line next to me scoffed and laughed, and so when the time came we boarded with all the other prairie locals. But believe me I prayed.

Floods in the east and mid-west. Tornados in the south. Perpetual drought in Texas. No snow in sight til December in Minnesota! Don’t tell me we aren’t experiencing global warming.

I would never get gold stars or brownie points for being patient. I rip open the letters on my way from the mail box to the front door. I hurry-up T.M. whether it’s our departure to the grocery or the movies. I plunge into chores and don’t stop until I drop. I’m not proud of it. It doesn’t represent the Buddha’s Nobel Middle Path that I verbally espouse and you can bet that by mid February I’ll be wishing I could turn back the clock to sunny mid-November. But for now, I’m waiting for the curtain to go up on winter.

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PILEATED

 

A few weeks ago I caught out of the corner of my eye, a fairly big flash of black and red whisking across the yard outside of the living room but as I rushed to the window, it was gone. I could swear, I could imagine that it just might be the pileated woodpecker for I am now living in his territory, and that might not be a cause for hilarity, enlightenment or unmitigated excitement if you’re not a “birdie”, but trust me, the pileated woodpecker is a sight to behold and a rare one indeed. Webster’s New World Dictionary defines pileate as “having a crest extending from bill to the nape.”

It is the bird deluxe, about which my copy of Bird Watcher’s Digest – Enjoying Woodpeckers More, states – “This is THE woodpecker in the eyes of many; the sight of a pileated often triggers an exclamation that is its common name in much of the country: GOOD GOD!”

Which might very well have something to do with the great Thor, god of thunder and lighting who has traditionally been associated with the woodpecker. They both have flaming red heads, for one,  and while Thor  wields his magnificent hammer, Mjolnir,  sending bolts of lightning to strike mighty trees on earth, the pileated hammers in his own way, excavating for carpenter ants and extracting large nesting holes. Or it just might be because of the pileated’s  size, beauty and overall impressiveness.

My first brief glimpse had been too fleeting for any surety,  but yesterday as we were having lunch, T.M. exclaimed – “What’s that big bird out there?”  and yes, Dryocopus pileatus was indeed swinging on the suet feeder. He didn’t munch long enough for me to retrieve the camera and so I am forced to post a picture from the guide, but he stayed long enough for me to cry out “GOOD GOD!”  and fully appreciate his 16 inch frame.

 

The first picture in the bird book is of a female and our visitor looked just as grand except that as a male he (like the second picture) also sported a red mustache, if not a carpenter ant.    The guide also states that he is  nonmigratory, monogamous and most likely a permanent  resident, that he likes ornamental berries (lots of those here) and the fruit of the sumac (check) and suet (no problem).  I hope he likes Mt. Faith too.

 

 

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OOPS!

 

Do you remember the hole in the wall that became a window box because the 130 year old plaster exploded in an overly large manner around the new window opening?

Well, it did it again.  This time in the inner hallway next to the stairs, crumbling and crashing with a frightening boom.  It happened when T.M., who is building a broom closet in a tight space, needed to pull off the frame around a door in order to accommodate the opening which needed to swing outward.  And unfortunately, it will not be feasible here to fill in the accident with a window box.

But there’s always sheet rock.  And this is not to suggest that T.M.’s skills were less than expert since we are dealing with a house which was built in 1882 and the lath and plaster (as he described it to me) should have been horizontal, which would have held the crumbly bits on a level, and not vertical, which allowed them to fall and smash.  Although it appears that their time has come and gone some years ago.  This also explains why I always hear a  sound like little pebbles dropping down a washboard within the walls whenever I shut the front window.  It was curious and I could previously make no sense of the noise, and now I wonder if there is nothing but a frame of a wall left within – a structure without substance.

T.M. says not to worry.  Some of the pieces and parts may be wearing out, like the old front entry, but the structure is sound overall.  I wouldn’t give up on him, for instance, because his right knee is acting up.  We wouldn’t trade me in because I needed a root canal.  And after drilling multiple holes in the living room floor in order to run his stereo speaker wires (the whole roundabout point, in fact, for jumping to the broom/Stereo closet project before the kitchen is complete), we find that the foundation in this old house is 30 rather than 8 inches wide.  I’ll chalk that up as a good thing.

I must admit I’m anxious to be done with it all.  But I’ll take a proper picture of the broom closet (for me)/stereo cabinet (guess who) when it’s DONE.

 

 

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PRELUDE

 

I was all set to pour a glass of before-dinner-Chardonnay and plump down in my chair with the new issue of Vanity Fair last evening when I remembered Sven.  He was my housewarming present from my cousin Maryanne, a good little trouper who bloomed his heart out all the way through September and although he is a rose specifically created by the University of Minnesota  for these wintry climes, I didn’t want to take any chances.  And next spring I intend to introduce him to his mates – Ole and Lena.  They should make a fine trio on the west side of the house beside the drive.

SVEN

Another cousin, Marlene, who is a mentor for me when it comes to this  new world of northern gardening, had a great suggestion.  Two actually.  Bag the leaves to mulch around a plant and you’ll have less of a mess in the spring.  And ring the roses with wire (which also holds the bags in place) so that at the first signs of new spring growth the bunnies will not get an early lunch.  In other words, – Let them eat dandelion cake!

So we bundled up and retrieved the wire (actually green plastic) and proceeded to make Sven a nice winter bed.

And it wasn’t a minute too soon.  Just as we started back inside, the first white flakes of the season began to blow and bluster through the air.

White dots = snowflakes

This morning we awoke to our first dusting of white.  Just a prelude, I know, of what is yet to come.

This morning's dusting!

My Hans Christian Anderson volume that sits here upon this very desk, includes the tale of the Snow Queen, my favorite for all of my life.  Call it a primeval memory, a harkening to Nordic past, a fanciful call to adventure, but something about the rite of passage and awakening taken by Kay and Gerda as they traversed through the perils of myth and life, have been a touchstone that resounds again and again.

With the ice and the snow comes peril.  Hearts are hardened, if even by magic, and the journey to redeem the truth and the love and the rebirth of  spring  is not for the faint of heart.  But there is beauty and unimaginable moments of joy and redemption along the path.  And it is worth it.

The story is the warrior’s quest undertaken by a girl.  Not Odysseus, not the Grail Knight, not Arthur – but Gerda.  And along the way during the perilous winter, she is befriended by the Wise Woman, and the Prince and Princess of Unity, and the Prophetic  Crow, and the Robber Girl who gave her courage, and the two Women of Power – until  finally she finds her own inner self – and then it was “summer – warm, beautiful summer”.

To recap – the story begins with a parallel world coincidence. A hobgoblin in some other dimension,  delights in a magic mirror which distorts and makes ugly all that is illuminated within.  Yet the demons which fly upward to mock the angels in heaven with their invention, fly too high and lose their grip and the vile contrivance falls to earth to be shattered into a million pieces, some so small that they pierce the very heart and eyes of the unsuspecting humans.  Down below, in a town in Scandanavia, live two playmates – Kay and Gerda – who suffer the consequences when Kay is struck in the heart and the eye and is subsequently whisked away in the Snow Queen’s sleigh to her palace in the ice and snow.   Gerda then, sets out on a journey to find and reclaim her chum.

I’ll be looking for my wise men and women on this coming  sojourn, knowing it will not be for the faint of heart, and it just might be the ride of a life as well as a rite of passage.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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